Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I think my brain is on overload. The last two days have been filled with stress and I just don't get it. Sometimes family can drive you just about crazy. I'm not talking about my kids either, cuz they do thier own little number on me, but I am talking about my brother and sister. I still am not sure how the whole situation spiraled out of control so quickly. But one thing led to another very quickly and harsh words were spoken, unfortunatly to me. I didnt' deal well with it. I am not sure how we are going to mend this one but it is going to take awhile. Maybe, if ever. Not sure at this point. My brother is a very stubborn man and I am not sure it will ever get worked out. I have cried for the last 24 hours about this and I can't cry anymore. Who knows what will happen. I just know that I am exhausted from the whole ordeal and am left wondering what the hell happened to make this all so crazy.
I wish I had some happier things to talk about, oh wait I do have one really happy thing. I made another 247.00 at the bucket drive this weekend! THat did make me very happy to get that email telling me that. I am very excited about going to San Franciso for this marathon. We are leaving on Oct. 15 and we are staying for a week. We have lots of things planned for the week. It will be fun and I am looking forward to getting away that is for sure.
I am worn out I am going to go to bed and hopefully sleep much better than I did last night.
I do have one question for you all though.
How many pages do you continue to read into a book when it just isn't getting it for you? I am on page 106 and am not sure I like this book yet? Do I give up on it? Just throw it out? (that seems a so hard for me to do!!) Or do I keep reading and hope it gets better???